In the beginning there was...

After much consideration.. Ive decided to start a blog.. Why? Because I have so much emotion just boiling inside right now.. I am absolutely in love with life. I really am. This is definitely the first time in my life that I am absolutely happy. A lot has happen to get me to this point.. seriously a lot. so let's start at the beginning.

When I was little my parents had a very tumultuous relationship. constant fighting, drinking, screaming, yelling, discontent in a very small town home. My dad was an alcoholic. My mom was trying to raise me the best she could. But in the end, the got a divorce. My mom wanted more out of life. My dad had his redneck side and enjoyed little things.

Some of the best memories Ive ever had from my childhood were the ones right after their split.

My mother did the girlie things with me and my dad did the tomboy things with me..

my dad disappeared in my life around 5th grade.. this will be a huge center of discontent for a long long time.

but enough of the bad, lets speed things up to the present good.

right now, I have a beutiful 4 month old baby...


a husband that is the most giving person ive ever met.. i love him so much


he hates pictures being taken.. we'll call him marlboro man.. lol
hes truly amazing... weve both found a person that we cant get enough of.. luckily its each other lol.


I have gone through sooo many changes this past year.. right now im sitting here just days away from my 1 year wedding anniversary. my daughter just turned four months old and is already saying dada.. shes the average weight of a one year old. lol... the only thing missing is a ranch. but hopefully with much work and deliberation, well make that happen this year. i love it.. my husband is truly amazing. my life has changed immensely. and i am full of gratitude and happiness.. what else matters?